To Sum Up My EssenceTo sum up my essence.
How with only so few lines?
To bring out the inner me,
Free of masks and polish.
I stand here brought to you devoid of all falsehood.
To see what I truly am,
You must look at life see obstacles,
And love them!
To take on a challenge. To bring out the best in myself,
Live with a code of honor,
No one can break.
Chivalrous to the end.
Protect those who can not protect themselves.
Live every day as though it was you last.
And Don't look back and say "What if?"!
Stand behind those ideals and never waver,
Never back down,
And Never Never Never! Harm a lady.
Softly, Light or Bloody FightWhat's the matter with me?
Why am I shaking?
I've been around you for so very long.
What I'm feeling feels all-wrong.
Most of the time I agree on what you said.
But we still manage to butt heads.
But I could live with those,
We seem to like the same stuff.
But is it enough?
I never catch you looking at me,
The way I look at you and see.
Everything good in you,
And the happiness you peruse.
Never staying down low.
Always ready and on the go.
So what could I do?
To catch your eye?
When I pass by?
What if I were a montigue and you a capulette?
Would it be enough your attention to get?
Will you fall to me softly and light?
Or will it be a bloody fight?
I would say I want you more than anything.
But I still don't know if this is a dream.
I don't know what I want yet.
So maybe I should just forget…
Crystal of LonelinessMy loneliness is fragile as a crystal of glass.
Many facets reflecting the light to a pass- ing glance
My positioning of the light in this shiny stone,
Allows me to sparkle, dazzle, and disguise the fact I am alone.
I'm trapped in these two-way mirrors made of compressed coal.
Looking out trying to find the key someone stole.
The key to my lips locked by inhibitions.
The key to a mind wracked with inquisitions.
As I stare out those diamond mirrors, all hope gone.
I wonder if I will ever move on.
Of if I'm stuck here just like this diamond used to be
Under a million pounds of pressure and close scrutiny.
Trying to find faults and chip them away.
Aren't faults what make us who we are today?
Then gone tomorrow for another vice.
Changing constantly not once not twice.
How can a changeling find stability in this life.
They say don't settle down, you don't need a wife.
How do they know not to get tied down at a young age?
They don't know the singles crystal of loneliness, ca
In Portal Hoppers we know that Elenrod, Brock, and Crystal stayed on the alien planet. Dirk and Squall went back to earth accompanied by the alien Leah. Ryu and Rain went with Element to his ship to fight off the invaders and train some more. What would have happened though if everyone originally from earth returned to earth? What kind of challenges would they face returning back to the normal gravity and customs of earth? That is what this story is about. It is not a sequel it is a what if story. A way things could have turned out. Maybe in a different dimension or time. Enjoy!
Home At Last
The portal opened and Element gave us a choice. Three actually. We could go home, stay on the planet which we call Shikira, or we could go with him, to space and fight the invaders. We decided to take a vote. The decision was unanimous. We were going home. I walked up to Element and said, "We are going home. We have been away for at least three years and we need to get back. We
Can't SleepCan't Sleep
Its 11:30 and i cant sleep.
Because all my thoughts just keep,
Turning to you & the things i said.
The thoughts unvoiced inside my head.
You with your aubun hair and amber green eyes.
I can never muster the courage, no matter how hard i try,
To bring myself to ask or say,
"I'd like to get to know you better today."
The last time i asked that, i was left empty inside.
A pice of me just silently died.
It gave up without a fight.
Like a whick gone out in a dark night.
So i am scared to death, of thinking of someone new.
But try as i might i cant stop thinking of you.
But now its 11:45 and my pen is running dry.
I think im going to try.
Please leave me an opening, if only a crack,
On that face of a smile, to make me come back.
Show me somehow it will be all right.
Then mabey I will get some sleep tonight.